melyana

2010-06-08T10:30:00.000+08:00

peh malas nk exercise time weather cm gini. bby called me * b!! exercise time dont tido2 * hurhur. okok. but am soo happy cos my sluar kerja dah lain size so need to change for a new one. all this thanks to my fitness instructor yg garang sungguh. looking forward to meet him and have my mushroom swiss later on since im craving for one. mushroom galore~~. ;)

ok what a shocked when ex boyfiee asked for forgiveness. was touched actually knowing he still loves me despite him getting married soon. and lagi menyedihkan.. his wedding gonna be the same date as my engagement day. we talked on the phone now, talking bout the good old times, memories that are meant to be kept, and talking bout it alone made the both of us brokedown on the phone. and the only time i could see him gonna be at work and now instead of us, who used to stare and made sarcastic remarks to each other, we would smile, and flash back the memories. ;( no secrets between me and bby so i told him bout the matter and thank god, he understands it thou he was scare to death that i might go back to the ex at first. bby i love u still no matter what. and san, maybe kita dah takada jodoh between us. but again as u said that earlier, our memories akan i ingat sampai bila2. ;);) all the best k!

yesterday night accompanied aizad to NUH. his father involved in a freaky bike accident and passed away hours later. was a super sad moment for me. i couldnt stop crying as there were no relatives to accompany him except his siblings, jess, me and bby. i couldnt forget how devastated aizad was on that night. and crying just beside the coffin before it to be sent to SGH for post mortem was the saddest thing ive been through. salam takziah to ur family aizad. be strong k bro and we will always be there for u. ;)

2010-06-04T10:52:00.000+08:00

happy birthday mommmmy! sayangg u byk2!

2010-06-04T10:39:00.000+08:00

hate the aetos peeps surrounding me. seriously they are giving me a super hard time at work. fahmy aka mr assssyhole did something bad to me till i wanna cry out loud. thank god bby confronted him soon after i told him the exact incident and he soon apologised and bought bby a pack of ciggies to made that up. *yelah org lain kena org lain yg dpt* pfffft.

bby's parents was sweet. they gave me something that ive been wanting all this while. wanna bought that thing at first but bby gave a straight NO to my face since its pretty ex but was suprised when bby said his dad gonna give it to me. yyyyyeeaahhh! happy skali! ;);)

parents gave their final answer to my 2nd bali trip. daddy said its a waste of money since im getting married soon. okla not that soon cuma lagi 1 yr plus aje but still i wannnna go bali jugak! hurhur. told bby bout the issue and he said *tkpala honeymoon we go there for 2 weeks ok* honeymoon??? lagi lama tu weiii. i nak main the wave shopping etc etc!! haix. but okla dec goin south korea with family. better than nothing kankanakan. -__-.

alright. exercise soooon. baru sleep than gi work night shift. bubeiz and bby love u always. mmuaakkss.
*bby i nak g sentosa universal studioo!*

2010-06-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

tomorrow classified shooooting..! on my off day somemore. pfffftt. lucky OT jalan.
hopefully dpt marksman so can dpt $$$ skali. weee..

work work work sucks sucks sucks. because ada jantan suar tua tunggu time nak mampos carik pasal abuse rank. nnbccb!
-___- haha. but okla work dah mcm school. im working pasal pandang boyfiee and am looking forward to
lepak with the bitches kat locker. ;);)

boyfiee been super sweet this past few days. after gadoh2 he terus straight away pujuk. lol. realised we've been fighting alot this past few days. jealousy and stuffs. but deep down, i know he still loves as much as i love myself. hahaha. but baby, i love u no matter what. muuakkkksss!
yesterday went over to his place was moved when he gave me another surprise in his room. a teddy and roses. sweet!

ok nak sleep. tomorrow nak shoot shoot bang bang! haha. byeeZzz..

2010-05-22T10:17:00.000+08:00

24th gonna cycle again at pulau ubin. this time round with the bitches. weee cant wait to cycle enjoy the wind and pffft exrercise.

work again has been hellish for me. super stress with the high volume of incoming visas from all over the world. with the presence of jantan cabarets and friends added on the heavy stress somemore. haixx. luckily bf has been by my side ever since day 1. love u d! anyways work hell pun hell la.. asal gaji and OT pay jalan sudah. hah.

we were supposed to catch up with the may 2010 bridal exhibition tau. and since bf's schedule has been a bitch to him, we had to give it a pass. thats mean, gonna pay the ORIGINAL price of the tunang package rather than the promotional exhibition price. $$$ -___-. *anything for chantique bridal..*

ohhkay im bored. orang giler jer kerja both weekends afternoon shift. and thats ME! hurhur. but monday off so happy monday blues in advance everyone and happy cycling to me. ;);)

and sorry baby yesterday supposed to have our early dinner at popeye but i nye gatal nk makan at subway. and thanks thou i knew u tk suka makan sunway, u iyekan my needs. love u baby..! mmuakkksss.

2010-05-13T06:39:00.000+08:00

work has been -___-

okla but ive been dragging my ass off to work due to the term malas.
and now here i am at 6.40 kat train checkpoint. oh my dreadful night shift. slept peacefully from 2.30 to 5am before resuming back to work.

pay day! treat boyfiee makan pizza hut! bought myself a new iphone casing and the mirror screen protector. nak buy bag but think wait for boyfiee pay then buy. hehe. sempat fight2 like cats and dogs during dinner. haix. sorry d for being over emosi. but u tu dont prangai sangat. i know ure jealous cos faisal been back contacting me but i swear theres nothing between us. i love u many2 u know. no one else. hah.

ok now im bored. at train checkpoint doing nothing but bloggin. sooo bored till i ran up to the cafeteria to grab a bite but cam no selera to munch. macam wanna sleep back snoring je. haha. but seriously, ive never had that lonnnggg sleep ever. lenyak habis ok! till boyiee kept on calling and i kept on pleading * 5 mins more...* ish! but today's 2nd night roster's heaven nak mampos. hail to the chopsroom!!! lol.

cant wait to go back home at 8am and sleep! afternoon g jb with boyfiee wanna buy the activities game book at city square nye popular. hmm am not sure spore ada or not but since that was where we saw that book the other day, ct square it is! marrybrown or mcd chicken spicy? hmmmmm..

but whatever it is, im happy when mum went *asal kurus nah ko skrg... dah jgn exercise2 lagik* and boyfiee *u makin kecik seh b*. yessssa! tak sia-sia ku sacrifise my holiday resting period g running exercise mcm org gila. haha. all my hard pain work has finally been paid off. happpy nyer. but still havent yet reach to my dream weight yet. lagiiikkk ckit jer.... ;)

2010-05-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

on mc again. not feeling well. but i loike. can shed extra pounds. and can put my exercise routine off the list for the time being. hees. but miss running somehow. ;(
bitchy hanisah came up to me telling me that she wanna sign on to this slimming package. kiwakk 2k sia that csc quoted. friggin ex!! but babe, dont u think its more better to lose weight and be healthy by exercising? this treatment or mkn ubat2 thingy tak bagos ar babe. the results skejap je. wont last long. trust me. been there done that. without realising, after all this medication or whatever silly treatment, that unwanted weight gonna double up. ;) and i myself gonna train my butt off, since i ate 24/7 during the bali trip. heh.
ok. i miss azrie soo much. cant wait to get engage. heee. *gatal*. pack schedules soon throughout the year. july KL with the bitches, aug fasting month, sep bdays *azrie, khan, daddy*, oct getting engaged, dec india with family, jan 2011 bali with the bitches. hah. gerek right. gonna work hard nak perform lotsa ot. so when pay day, can become OKB. haha. im more excited for next yr's bali trip actually. had super duper fun! cant wait!
anyways, smlm us, the bitches went jb just hours after our night shift. we watched ip man 2 and boy, the movie was GREAT! i dun mind watching it the 2nd time. and thanks d for the surprise. the day before he surprised me with a teddy carebear, and again he surprised me with another carebear before we catch the movie. hes so sweet i was so touched with it and hugged him allll the way.;) and he paid my doc's fee somemore cos he tknk me to join the lame long queue at polyclinic, thus hailed all the way from teck whye to yishun before going to work. d i love u always! thanks i greatly appreciate ur care and concern towards me.
aite weather has been a bitch lately. dah cam sauna. humid nk mampos. besok gonna work. afternoon shift then off day and vroooom naik bicycle g pulau ubin with the aetos guys. ;);)

2010-05-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

bali was great and awesome! to the extent i dun wanna go home, wanna awol from work and apply pr status and stay happily ever after. haha. dream on k mel. lol.
our 6 days 5 nights stay was truly a memorable one. from shopping, to water sports activites to illegal riding.. gerek giler. i'll let the pictures do its talking soon aite. and thanks boyfiee for the shopping treat. i love u sooo much. boyfiee sponsored my whole BALI shopping treat. i appreciate it alot dear. d, i really cant wait to get engaged with u this coming oct!

okie im bored at work. first night shift. makan gaji buta at bus bay from 10 till now at 1 plus. okla was busy earlier but now goyang kaki to the extent my eyes also dah start goyang2 pleading to sleep. hah. and again boyfiee thanks for the new bugs bunny bantal peluk. love u always.

aite guy, we're going BALI again. so who wanna join just beep okie. and save money. even boyfiee spent 1k on me masih still not enough k. ;(

2010-04-21T11:16:00.000+08:00

ot train with the geng degil. haha. khairul azri said * wah nir korang conquer train ar smlm * lol.
susah dapat babe for us all to work together as a team together. gerekk. as usual la, we were all
bising nk mampos, treated the train checkpoint cm mak bapak kita nye checkpoint. anyways, yesterday
ada drama mama. that bitch la who else. hah. trying to pick a fight with fazzy and soon with jess. loovvee
how fazzy control her emotion. hah. fav bitch! ;) but itu pompuan serious nye suar smpai nk panggil
budak2 luar. loser! this is wdlands for u too see. politics lebih rabak from airport. i just pity those who just
joined, and resigned soon after pasal they cant take the heat. haix. nasib aku kulit tebal... hehehe.

okie, BALI in 3 days time! woohooo! cant wait. havent start with the packing yet. off day 2mrrow aru ill pack
my junk. going with the degils. and my baby boo!

2010-04-09T11:19:00.009+08:00

3 days mc. =(

aite. train-ed all the way to the east for the bridal exhibition at the singapore expo with dear. lucky for us, dear managed to get OT off yesterday, cos thats the only free day we had in order to catch the exhibition together. thou i was still weak yesterday evening, managed to keep my willpower strong and had a blasting trip with dear. love him lots!

not that packed with humans. alot la but not that lot as what i expected. cos its the first day of the exhibition and maybe due to weekday perhaps. but we bumped with lots lots of peeps. first abg yus and liza, then bob and partner, and more others. haha. semua kes nak kahwin sama timing. haha. once stepped into the exhibition, all i can see was my dream wedding at that point of time. theres lotsa beautiful decor of the pelamin showcases. and then after viewing, i got so excited and d was all * aik! tak sabar2 nak kahwin nampak?* haha. pardon me cos i didnt managed to snap pics at the exhibition there cos as usual, theres quite a number of couples there at one booth, and since none didnt snap any pics, i did not myself too. *nanti ingat jakun lak* =p but all i snap at that time were shots from the brochures given.

my personal fav traditional outfit! from zul radi's

and as usual im torn between good choices. my sis took zul radi bridal for her wedding. love the gowns but i would love to try other bridal boutiques too. now am torn between chantique bridal and weddingku gallery. and of course no doubts i'll be engaging chantique bridal for my engagement ceremony. anyways.... u guys might be asking whats the rush since our engagement around october have yet to happen and now im yapping bout wedding right? hah. dont get choked when im saying this : weddings on december 2011 is getting fully booked soon! thats right! when we checked the dates with the wedding planner at zul radi yesterday, we were shocked ourselves that theres only a few slots left for december 2011!

hah time to fight for the date. but cant do anything now let our parents decide the date themselves.

now.. gonna work to save more money.

engagement package: $450. (inclusive of makeup and outfits)

wedding package: $ 3500 ++ (inclusive of makeup, 6 outfits and indoor/outdoor photography)

makan2: $ 10 000 ++ (inclusive of pelamin - which i plan to use danishdaniel's services and dear gonna engage decorama for his function , tables and chairs, kendarat etc)

see? wedding need lotsa money. no money no talk. haix.. gotta work hard for that. lol.

but work smart. dont work hard. else u guys gonna end up like this....

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2010-04-06T11:22:00.000+08:00

ketinggalan zaman or what ive just realised theres an icon that enable me to blog straight from iphone! hah!

its off day today whereas i took mc yesterday. lepak the whole freaking day. but soon gonna meet dear to town.
its been quite some time since we last jalan2. hes always busy with ot and our schedule kinda clashed a lil.

workplace has now filled with drama and more drama. hate and dispute are all over and im already numb to it.
just dont understand some species of humans who loves creating such dramas. but some are entertaining to watch thou.
and work sucks like hell too. well not that bad but im starting to drag my feet to work since the bitter incident.
thanks to the slutty aisyah for backstabbing me! hmmph.

aite not much to blog here. gonna have my shower soon.

2010-04-05T21:04:00.008+08:00

gosh! its been freaking months since i last blog. ever since october..??!! hah.

okie. busy working no time to surf. got time la but was kinda lazy to update thats why.

alright first of all, im no longer with that shit anymore. broke up arnd late november.

he is dumb and yeah finally when everything gonna end at that point of time, i knew or more specifically realised he is DUMB! wasted my precious time. gosh. was horrible and i dont wish to see his face and has been avoiding his presence, suck-fully he's the same team as me. oh yeah cos i changed team for him previously and i REGRETTED it! dayum!

well, days after we ended our relationship, i met my current bf, azrie. sucha super nice guy. and well irritating too. haha. as usual la, that sucker *mata merah* when he finally knew that me and azrie are together. such a fucker as he is, he said sweet things bout us infront of me, but the other way round to the clans. prangai right? jealousy for nothing. stooopid!

now guys, meet my fred perry boyfriend, azrie affiendie. why fred perry? well because he loves that brand to death, been chewing my brain to change my jalan2 wardrobe entirely to fred perry, and erm cos he's skinhead so hidop mati fred perry. haha.

i love this man. and when everytime that shithead and his friends try to be funny with me, he'll protect me. ala somemore whenever that shithead bumped into azrie, he look straight to the ground. what a jantan suar. hah!

amcm?? haha.

lotssssa thing i wanna brag here. lotss lotss thing. but less less time. went KL soon after night shift with the alphrians. then now soon on the 24th cant wait for Bali trip! yeay!!

2009-11-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

went out with dd soon after my afternoon shift and the stupid IST briefing. i miss him oh so much. didnt really have the chance to meet him ever since reservists. we went jalan2 spent time together. i miss that moment already while typing this. haixx. and d, sorry i was late earlier. =) i'll love u always.

me and liyana. nga mendak during our break time kat locker. till someone came............................... boo!!!!

2009-11-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

hah! our date out together. wakaka. was *ladies night* for the both of us. ahaks. first off to subway for our lunch. met up had our makan straight away since we were both super to the max kelaparan. went for donutss at first. seddap as usual. and then off to subway.. my all time fav! i swear my stomach was bulging due to the overwhelm of food i consume on that day. haha. cam whore as usual. what else right.. hehe. was raining super heavily so we just wander around somewhere, meaning cant shop that much, till we dropped by far east, and paragon, updating gossips at the coffeeclub.

but true enough, its been quite some time ever since i had such laugh hanging out with the girls. sure i do really enjoy myself shopping with linda. sis.. next month pay.. amcm??

2009-11-08T18:34:00.003+08:00

i was lying on the bed, watching tv, feeling lazy to get ready off for night shift later on when again.. dd surprised me with another mms of his kat camp. knowingly, i miss him so much that i kept on yapping that to him on the phone with him 30 minutes ago to the extent he sent me a mms of him.

hah. as i said before, i'll always love my man in a police uniform like these. dd, i misssss you rabaks man. ok, chalo beteh, need to mandi and off for night shf later on. haix..

2009-11-08T10:30:00.003+08:00

im missing him abit too much till i teared while listening to jiwangs. i just couldnt help it but have to wait till on the 19th for him to complete his reservist for this year. and off to jb on the following day with him. was on the phone with him throughout the night. he was kinda pissed with how yus was towards me while he's away. and yus, not to worry, i'll never get jealous with ur actions. try harder aite baby. *puke*

mel - d, u sayang i tk?

dd - sayang skali. then ayg?

mel - i sayang u.

dd. dont leave me k. the crazy thoughts of u gonna leave at any point of the future kills me deep inside.

aite. now im looking forward for the karaoke hangout with his friends somewhere around next week 2nd morning! and our jb trip!!!!

2009-11-06T21:03:00.003+08:00

oh i hate all these reservist thingy. 2 weeks apart. cant contact when he's on duty. busy guarding the minister. blergh. i miss him oh so much. bloody bloody much. =( just the first night, yet im already like this. 13 days more to go.

2009-11-06T18:04:00.002+08:00

OMG!

im so happy it makes my day i could not even be able to describe it in words

d - kalau jodoh takkan kemana..

make it happen k d. =)

2009-11-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

mendak to the maxs at workplace. so what else. cam whoring la. no other place so kat restroom will do. morning shift later. no motivation at all. since dd has to go reservist. d.. i cant wait for our jb plan. shopshop till we drop k d. hehe. went out with dd earlier this afternoon. was raining heavily all day long so we opted for public transportation. mana mau dapat gie jalan2 with dd naik train?? lol. he was oh so deliciously good looking. hehe. naik train dgr lagu jiwangs together. baik kape. hehe.

aite. gonna download songs soon. gtg. d.. i miss you. take care k during reservist. i promise i wont gatal2 with the guys there. promise. =)

2009-11-02T15:44:00.000+08:00

2009-11-02T09:35:00.004+08:00

ive never been this tired before. was having a bad head crack ache. hungry. but no appetite. sleepy. but cant sleep. had a large bottle filled with cold caffeine. 2 cans of redbull. and salty kway teow during our morning break. im feeling kinda energetic in the eye. and weak to the max from the inside. haix.

work was a hectic one. non stop hits once again. sunday duh!! i really hate my roster yesterday's night. scheduled to bus lane side. stucked there for 31/2 hours. thank god dd, yanto and muslimah were there to entertain me with stupid funny prank calls. then move on to bus hall, for another 2 hours, worked hands on with the aetos guys. then off to the nearest eatery for our wee 2am morning makan with faz and jess. funny gerek giler. and thats when the shag part came at 4.30am at arrival bus side. large china tourists came as a slump, who doesnt not even know a single pathetic word of english. migraine sia nak kena layan dorang. haix...

dd's at home sleeping. he's going back to his parents place at jb. shiok. and i'll be left here, bore to death. he told me that theres this girl, the irritating enough kiara, tried hard enough to flirt with him by winking her eyes and gave a sluttish smile ever to him, but as i know dd true enough, he wont layan that kiara, and was shocked that he did brush her off with a very cold shoulder. baik ar dd. and to kiara, he's my man now so pls, cari jantan lain k. thankiu..

and dd and friends were cute at the chopsroom yesterday night. i was merely having a brief conversation with yan, when he saw us talking, walked towards us, and push a lil at yan and stand close with me. and sheikh joined the fun and pushed back dd so sheikh can stand way more closer to me, and dd couldnt take the heat, and said.. *ko pernah nampak tangan aku melekat kat muka ko?* hahaha. andand.. something happened in the chopsroom that makes me fall deeply to him ever more.. heee..

aite to this very point, i still cant sleep. thanks once again for the very smart combination of caffeine and redbull. my eyes are so hyper it just dun wanna shut. hahaks.

2009-09-27T17:52:00.009+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all!

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

work has been super fun yet busy. busy giler at times i just wanna cry out loud. haha. exaggerate je. im missing my batchbates as per normal. miss them lots. weekend was one hell fun also. hari raya open house. boyfiee. friends. they have made my day into a cheerful one.

cheers guys. enjoy the pics below. am soooo beat and shag i just wanna crash my bed.

2009-09-18T16:48:00.003+08:00

yesterday night shift was fun. well, having a super cute mentor sticking with me throughout the evening really made my day. lol. he's freaking cute man. but of cos i doubt he's single thou. haix. but dear, ure still the hottest guy in my heart. hahaha. i was stationed at the cargo side, the freaking password still macam sial even after a visit to the admin side to reset the password.. well tomorrow gonna be my morning shift, so am looking forward for it. who gonna be my mentor next huh... hmm..

later gonna storm geylang with boyfiee. gonna buy lil sis baju kurung. pity her she still havent got hers as daddy is busy with his non-stop workloads and mum's busy with the preparations of hari raya. nevermind, let parents rest for the time being. they're working so hard already. well as usual i cant wait to meet boyfiee. am missing him so badly. well, speaking of miss, i do miss faisal somehow. its not a harm to miss him am i right? he called me recently and i was way so excited receiving his call. luckily boyfiee wasnt the jealousy type and understands the new friendship between me and faisal. but rest assured dear, i love u no matter what. =)

ok gonna pasang the curtains soooonn.. selamat hari raya in advance guys! maaf zahir dan batin!!!!

2009-09-17T11:38:00.002+08:00

afternoon shift later on. this week gonna be the busiest week of all. will be working both morning on hari raya eve and hari raya day itself. double night the day after. aku nak celebrate raya!!!!! sobsob. sedih siak. tkpa2.. *think of double pay mel..*

time passed kinda fast while doing yesterday afternoon shift. hope today will be the same. first of all, gonna visit the admin office later to reset my shitty password. yesterday cam kanasai my password kena default. luckily im still in OJT. if not confirm kena maki by the DO upside down nye.

yesterday i did hands on by my own after break fast. best. cos received hari raya wishes by the mamats and the mamaks.. haha.. who crossed the border. it makes my day perhaps. ok gonna have my shower soon. feels so draggy today. the feeling to celebrate hari raya at workplace is sooo sucky. luckily morning shift. after 3 can resume back to grandma's ketupat and ayam masak merah. =)

2009-09-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

im so in lurve with my locker..!!

2009-09-16T23:52:00.006+08:00

im so freaking shag. no more energy left to even type this. hence enjoy guysssssss..

shopping@bazaar geylang with bestie linda:

2009-09-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

12/2009 graduation!!!!

2009-09-12T14:03:00.000+08:00

weeee!! im so in lurve with my new blackberry curve!!! jalan with boyfiee soon at town gonna snap loads of pics and to be update it online!!!

2009-09-11T18:43:00.001+08:00

blogger sucks hard to the core! please letme post my pics up here!!

***** command was great earlier! had super fun with my 2 mentors.

im kinda pissed off with people assumption of ICA. kerja sekadar *capcap passport*. easy money orang kata. damn bahlol ar this people nie. i dun even know how the fuck to explain to these idiotic low IQ peeps about our job scope. memang ar we do passport clearance. but its aint easy of what these retarded peeps are thinking. aku first day, menggigil ar nak scan passport. and.. passport forgery who detect? contraband items and illegal prohibited items? drugs? nation security??
another point i wanna bring up is.. ICA gurls mcm budak airport. okok. to me, working in such field case cari makan halal. its their bread and butter. they wanna scandal ke, gangbang ke, itu hak mak bapak dorang. if u think smart, there are also scandal-ism happening in the private organisation too. ko try fikir ada tak scandal in ur workplace. ada kan..
so pls ar people. dont assume something after hearing from someone's dirty mouth. im so freaking fed up when i hear such review about my job. perhaps when ure reading this, u might say *siak ar dia ni kes hidup mati ICA ar*, but korang suka aku kutuk kerja ko *kerja makan gaji buta ngn tempat byk scandal?* tak nak kan.. kalau tak nak, tutup mulut tu k. berbau taik ar siot.

now im so freaking hungry. i cant wait to buka puasa. grandma's ayam masak lemak cili padi.... yumyum!

2009-09-10T21:26:00.001+08:00

wee.. ive lost another 2 kg after checking it out at the weight machine!! will be running more soon!!

was my first day at ****** command. was pretty excited and nervous thou. not forgetting lotsa eye candy. lol. was kinda weird we'll all be working separately. different shifts. and now ive started to miss the guys already. thank god, liyana is in the same team with me, if not mati kebosanan aku. hahaks.

intended to upload the graduation pics here but as usual blogger buat hal. so will try to update tomorrow instead. =)

graduation was fun yet filled with emo-tions. i was surprised by aidah herself, who personally came up to me while i was on the middle of the stage, rehearsing for the grad of course, and gave me a small cute note with the most touched farewell messages ive ever read! i was too touched till i shed a few years on stage. followed by shidah's and kecik's msgs. babes dear, i lurve u bitches lots! hope we could work together and be back bitchin once again!! =)

oh yeah, ive already gotten my work shifts roster, and.. am sadly to announced that ive to work on the eve of hari raya and the first and second day of hari raya. well.. sad cos wont be with family early in the morning. but to think of it, 2 days straight with double pay.. siapa tak nak seh!! hahaks.

and dear toad, seoul garden and billy bombers. thosai middle of the night. im gonna *grow* phat with u soon.

2009-09-02T23:40:00.006+08:00

coastal site trip/attachment

melyana.aidah.shida.zaida.rashidah

naim.fauzi.shermir

perasan pageant

marina south pier coastal bebeh

the gurls

batch 12/2009

zaida.melyana.liyana

lurve this pic sooo freaking much

as usual.bitches.cam whoring.my fav!

wokie wokie. im so freaking shag now. i carried an estimated 10 pound (mcm paham) bagpack from hta all the way back home. dah cam budak2 ns book out. lol. this week gonna be the very last full week for us, bitchin,flirtin and hating each other. im gonna miss u guys! and thank god all of us are posted to .....

and i miss cuci mata at hta of course. sigh..

bf oh bf i miss you alot. i miss our lepaking days. and am looking forward to town with him soon. andand not forgetting seoul garden with him too. i nak makan banyak2! long time tak makan proper meal eversince ive started working. so this time so called nak bayar niat. lol. k whatever im bloggin crap now.

sat hopefully plan to geylang with the darlings works. i wanna go haig road and makan rice dumpling. thanks to liyana for making me salivate at class earlier. hahaha. chatted with freddie over facebook was kinda fun. i just cant wait for the that course la boy. cuci2 mata with abg2 cd. haha. who knows can meet u also right? and his baby is sooo cute tau in one of the videos from his prof. cam nak bawak lari. lol.

i lurve bf alot!

2009-08-29T20:15:00.003+08:00

ASP Collin & Herman

I look sooo round

kecik.suria.herman.shida.aidah

body search!

police defensive tactics bebeh

mif in action. lol.

proud 12/2009 badge

peter...!!

us with the senior trainees

human live baton chart.

hahks!

the guys. handcuffed to each other. sweet

witz course

the teams. us. black cobra.

2009-08-28T00:54:00.005+08:00

i just cant sleep thou my eye lids are freaking heavy. im waiting for my dearie cina matrep to reach his pad. have his shower and to have our night phone conversation. super duper early rise for tomorrow. dear faster reach home!!!

ive been looking forward for the premiere of *the final destination* over a few months. 3D somemore. but the movie wasnt what i expected. i yawned twice during the movie, which was a serious sign that i am so not liking it. well overall im giving a 2 out of 5. haix..

well dear, thanks for layan kan my irritating behaviour. i was like a small kid, die die wanna watch by today, knowingly he's busy at camp. and such a sweetheart he is, he still layan kan my kerenah. dear, im so in love with u la.

anyways, congrats erah for your newborn baby!! i love you babe and will visit you soon aite.

p/s linda: sunday we go geylang serai together2 k..

(cant wait for the arrival of my blackberry!)

2009-08-23T10:53:00.001+08:00

friday makan at bluestar@chongpang with the ICA babes was fun
so sedap i had to control the temptation of having the 2nd round

aidah and kecik, thanks babe pasal temankan aku malam2 buta
well that night was full of drama, something that i cant even described in words
haix..............

k whatever

yesterday evening went to bugis window shopping with dearest bf. we wore this *redbull couple shirt* and seriously, those who noticed us gave the 2nd weird look. especially those *ah-liens* and old fagged busy body women.
we then proceed to golden landmark surveyin baju kurung, nothing much at arab street and to zam zam to break fast. well it was already packed with humans as early as freaking 6.15pm! walaueh. luckily theres this group of guys baik hati gave up 2 seats of them to us. thanks if not mati kempunan makan chix murtabak. lol
after buka puasa, i had to begged bf to geylang serai. and it works with emotional blackmail. hahaha. survey2 baju and i already made up my mind at this kedai@TKC. so damn lawa sia it was like love at first sight. confirm beli once i get my pay. oh yeah.. bumped boy and his gf. and boy, please eh aku puasa k. tak cam ko... lol.

aite to this end. fasting no energy to type. k macam paham.

oh and not forgetting..

happy birthday faisal.

2009-07-22T22:59:00.003+08:00

went out with darling *cokelat* aka dian aka dee

never once in my life i went out early in the morning

thus meeting her earlier made a pact in my life history

my wonderful day started with a humble visit

was an eye opener for me too

and lesson to be learnt of the day : appreciate someone precious in the family!

ok aku nie macam paham

but seriously i really meant it

a crazy wild morning packed with humans rushing everywhere

heavily drizzled lagi

and theres this funny incident during the temp taking

i had mine taken by the officer.. 29 degree eh?!

hahaks the offier was so freaking shocked till she took my temp a couple of time

and still with the record of 29 degree celcius

tsk tsk tsk

lunch was great!!

had super tasty masala with iced horlicks

we even hailed all the way to farrer park for lunch

dont pray pray.. sanggup sak! hurhur

and!!! we met dian's cousin just now at mustafa centre!!!

girl?!!!? u never told me u have a cousin? why la dey!!!

next stop to vivo

hahaks going out with this slut was really fun

with our crazy selengeh behaviour yang tak reti tau malu

haiyoh... really super fun i couldnt describe it in words

well.. thanks to my blisters we had to head home kinda soon

and the bus i took from harbourfront broke down

walaueh!!

and this saturday it is to hang out with dian and my honey toad shalun!!!

east side here we come! lol

speaking of that toad, as usual im missing him right now

i wanna meet him everyday. he's my sunshine my everything!

ok mambok cintan aku nie. but who cares..

and dear, i love so bloody much.

and no one.. i repeat no one can separate us up!

...

and to the 'one and only idiot' that has been calling my house

fucking attitude disconnet the line once we've answered the fucking call..

please eh.. act matured boleh?? nak bebual cakap jangan macam orang bisu letak2 telephone!

ingat family aku takda kerja pe nak layankan perangai sundal ko tu?!

takda masa k. nak bebual cakap. taknak jangan nak menyemak call2 buang sen ko la sial.

ko jangan ingat aku diam aku tak tahu ko siapa k.

nuff said.

kan da mengamuk aku.

k.. adios amigos....

2009-06-14T13:22:00.004+08:00

jb was fun

minus the weather

was freaking cold due to the rainy season

well.. i wont say season but it was raining real heavily for the past 2 days straight

.. so season it is ..

hurhur

so thats explain why im craving for carrot milk now

ive no chance to go to that place

gosh i really need that carrot milk soooo badly!!

ate lotsa durians on saturday

so sseeddappp..!

its been quite some time since i last ate durians

was huge, chunky and sweet

*salivate*

but overall i do enjoyed the trip

thou the shopping trip to jusco and tesco had to cancel

hurhurhur

watched 3 hindi movies

best!!

mira and parents are still there

they're enjoying their stay for another week

and i do pity my dad too

hope he'll be strong facing the upcoming fuck up challenges awaiting for him

*u can do it daddy!*

ive nothing much to do now

i hope somebody would ask me out

this particular *somebody* who's busy reading this entry

pls ask me out lepak

dear are u reading this or not...??!!??

lol

p/s raden : u dont worry la. im not having a clash or wwIII with my boyfriend based on my last entry

yeah i memang PISSED OFF with him but skejap jer.. hehe

marah marah sayang

lol

the part yang *unpredicted situation* actually got nothing to do with my him la

i appreciate ur concern anyway.. hehe thanks!!

( ppd low so tak reply )

2009-06-03T00:52:00.001+08:00

freaking sick at this moment

dear take a day off pweassse

so u can accompany i g doctor...........

will not be bloggin much

hence, do enjoy scrolling the pics taken during the wedding

2009-05-16T02:30:00.000+08:00

happy 29th burfday to my abg *emy*

may god bless u.

aite peeps im so mendak right now.

dunno what to do.

done yawning till i can yawn no more

done digging my nose

whatever that can be dig.. ive dug out

k haha im starting to blog crap here

hurhur

that idiotic girl has finally stop texting me

thank god!!

me and didie together??

someone pls slap me real hard

if that scandal really happens

but since im bore to death here

how i wished she would still call or text me

hey at least i can be entertain by a joker like her

choc - i myself cant wait for the zoo trip

*feeling2 cam family day*

and not only u, i GAIN WEIGHT too!

.sick.

.i wanna this hp so badly.

sony ericsson w980i

A MUST GET

.I MISS MY BBY SO MUCH.

2009-04-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

.msn with linda.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

Bebeh!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

yo!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ko buat apa?

dah mam? haha..

LinFeenDaFaa says:

kepala hotak!

kau nak pe jadi lesbin partner aku?!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

eh..

TAK DAPAT ar!

LinFeenDaFaa says:

jom ah mel...

bleh ah....

kiter kan da kenal lama...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hmm.. ok la..

LinFeenDaFaa says:

please ah....

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

bie u buat apa now? i boring ar..

wakakaka

LinFeenDaFaa says:

i nga tgk frenster la buchuk...

eeee..............

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hahaha

LinFeenDaFaa says:

GELI AKU!!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

kiwak!

ketawa rabak sak aku tadi.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

hehe!!!!

asal ko ketawa?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

part buchuk tu aku tak leh angkz ar.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

kau nga watper?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

nga tgk dilemma wanita.

msn ngn ko.

kamu?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

check frenster...

aku nak carik Nyah yg kao kater hot tuu...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ohh.. ko gie frenster aku ar beb.

http://profiles.friendster.com/10484948

then ko click kat the new comment yg pretty boy.

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

jambu kan??

LinFeenDaFaa says:

yalorh!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

gmbr no 61 is the one im talking about.

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

lawa sak.

i dun mind jadi lesbo sak kalao matair aku gini lawa. wakakaka.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

siak je kao nie...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

wakak

LinFeenDaFaa says:

WAKAK kaper!!!!

e e e

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hehe.. lol

LinFeenDaFaa says:

eh...gmbr dia yg kai corset putih..da mcm western bridal sak!

OMG!!

u r rite!

pic 61!!! she's freaking hot!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

yessa

haha.

am so jealous!

LinFeenDaFaa says:

a'ah sey...

can we be like her?

muker dia mcm puteri...

mari kiter enjoy!!!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

puteri kayangan mana ko bebual nie?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

alah...

yg drama kat TV3 tulah...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ohh.. *kite enjoy...*

LinFeenDaFaa says:

kaki diorg slim kan??!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

yup,,

ckp pasal slim.. salimi text aku smlm..

LinFeenDaFaa says:

slim leh teringatkan kao kat Salimi eh???

aper jantan tu nak?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

wording akan2 sama la..

hehe..

dia kata.. 'Hi'.. haish.

suruh dia get a life la.

nie mesti nak lain nye nk stepping hi kat aku..

LinFeenDaFaa says:

dia pon satu...

step kao bodoh jek...

haiz....

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

itu ar..

LinFeenDaFaa says:

jantan jantan......

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

yup2..

beb s.t.m tu apa ar?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ntah...

asal?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

kalau aku bebual ngn weilun ada part aku lupa ar..

then dia kata *s.t.m ar u nie*

aku tanya ar maksud tu.

dia suruh aku tnya kawan2 aku..

LinFeenDaFaa says:

k k...

aku dah tau aper maksud nye!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

apa???

LinFeenDaFaa says:

Short Term Memory!!!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ohhh.. hehe..

siak je dia.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

dia memang....

menyakat org je tau!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hahaks.

takda kerja.

dahla panggil aku babat.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

yalorh!

tu lah dier!

ala namer manja la tu...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hahks. then aku merajok aku kata *dahla i nak diet. i tk nak mkn*

ko tahu apa dia kata??

LinFeenDaFaa says:

wad?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

*u step tk mkn satu hari leh kurus je..*

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ader je dier tu..

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ahaks.. nasib baik bf aku.

kalao tk kena sak dari aku,

anyways mak aku tadi tnya aku pasal weilun.

dia kata before getting serious.. tinggalkan dia.

takut member tak nk masuk islam.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

den?

ko ckp ape?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

and aku confirm2 tak leh guide dia.

then aku kata la its early stage pe.

i cant possibly asking dia to convert.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

datz ryte...

*haish*

2009-04-07T06:24:00.000+08:00

time's running fast.

been running like a mad woman to improve my stamina.

too engrossed with it till ive been running in my dreams too.

freak.

haish.

training in 3 weeks time.

im bored now.

real super duper bored.

weilun texted me earlier.

well he's mad at me.

whatever.

asks me out.

and i said *yes*

but how i wish someone could asks me out instead.

so meeting him @ 7 plus later.

am saving some cash to go for a short holiday.

ct's going to batam this weekend.

how exciting.

but for someone that stuck with the term *penniless* here,

the ideal place to spent ya weekend is at *home*.

have to. duh!

k back to the topic.

im saving for a jakarta holiday with linda.

thought of going to beijing.

but after a straight forced smile *best nye* comment from ms linda herself,

ive changed the destination to jakarta.

bee-yatch.

lol.

*ko suka tk?* hehe.

then if ada extra cash.. we wanna travel straight from jakarta to bali.

relaxing expediture bebeh.

cool.

cant wait.

hurhur.

so..

*siapa2 nak pegi.. angkat tangan!!*

k really need to get some rest.

ate lotsa banana cake with choc fudge.

gettin a bit fudgy here.

so sick i swear i can never eat another banana nor cake nor anything fudgy for the next few months.

k chalo betey.

2009-04-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

its nearly 2am in the morning.

msn with goodie sis, Linda.

enjoy....

LinFeenDaFaa says:

tak update blog kau pasal nari nyer lepak day?

uakaka!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

nga type... hahahaha

LinFeenDaFaa says:

i juz read yr blok...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ok tak? best?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ok lah...

y izit like more abt azrul??

hehe

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

haha.. cos he always call aku pe that time.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ouh k...

ingat kan kau rindoo kat dier?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

haha dier tu siapa...........

LinFeenDaFaa says:

azrul lah....

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

haha..

TAK DAPAT ar!

LinFeenDaFaa says:

oh...tak eh??

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

haha.. puas hati aku rindu didi sak..

LinFeenDaFaa says:

hehe...

but d fact is u are not rite??

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

no la..

aku kan rindu kt abg aizel *faisal*

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ahakz...

abang kaper!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

abg ar..

tak abg sayang abg angkat pun jadi ar.

hahaha

LinFeenDaFaa says:

bleh jgk ah eh...

gerl..t kau da update kao nyer blog blg aku k...

aku nak bace...

heh!

LinFeenDaFaa says:

got it!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

siak ar

LinFeenDaFaa says:

baek ah!

i like yr short story dwn there!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hahaha

nk try pe? haha siak ar.

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

beb ko tk nak buat blog?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ala..

aku nyer language tak bagus ah....

aku nak tapi....

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ala.. buat je ar

LinFeenDaFaa says:

mcm tak konfident ah..

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ko nie mlm2 buat aku kekek.

tkkan nk bloggin pun kena confidence beb

LinFeenDaFaa says:

mesti lah...

beh...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

haha.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

t...balek ,sama perkataan yang aku pakai...

nak per??

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

haha.

buat je la..

pakai bahasa mly, indon atau ko nak kai bahasa french pun boleh pe.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

mcm paham je french!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ja'mapelle melyana..

amcm ok tk? haha

LinFeenDaFaa says:

pe sak kau peh maksud?!

wakhaka!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ntah sis.. aku nk kata my name is melyana.. that word cam sesuai hembus je so aku pakai.

asal sound french aku sendiri pham should be ok la.

wakaka

LinFeenDaFaa says:

kau nyer ja'mapelle tu mcm MAPLEH!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hahahahhaha

LinFeenDaFaa says:

akan sama

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

sial ar ko.

ahaks...

LinFeenDaFaa says:

asal?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

tk ar.. byk2 word kena mapleh eh...

LinFeenDaFaa says:

tu perkataan seerti dia lah...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

haha seerti seeiras pe cikgu?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ye anak murid...

heez...

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

anak murid kape..? ahaks.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

mel!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

mana ko dpt baju nie????

LinFeenDaFaa says:

kau tgk baju tu!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hahahah

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ala...bkn aku punyer!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

athen???

LinFeenDaFaa says:

kau tgk kaki dia mcm kaki aku ker???

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

haha

LinFeenDaFaa says:

aku grab ah!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

siol ar ko,

aku tk sabar nie.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

yalorh!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

dpt gaji aku serang sak.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

cool tak?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

cool sak.

cam relek gitu pkaian,,

aku pun nk kai gitu ar.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

aku pon!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ada???

LinFeenDaFaa says:

k lorh!!!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

hahaha. joking.

lol

LinFeenDaFaa says:

lawa kan pompan ni?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ok la.

aku rasa pompuan yg kat bwh nie lagi jam.........................ban. hehe

LinFeenDaFaa says:

pakai gini pon rilek eh?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

a'ah seh.

itu skirt ke?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

a'ah...skirt

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

badan pun baik.

LinFeenDaFaa says:

ni??

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

siak ar.

hahaha.

tak ar. cm moto didi pun ada. anything got to do with didi aku Pangkah!

LinFeenDaFaa says:

aku dah agak...

k k...

lagy satu...

amcm?

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

ar.. nie mcm moto aku. tapi aku nye black n white.

lol

LinFeenDaFaa says:

yelah tu...

beb..

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

what?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

tadi kat dpn rmh aku ader accident sak!

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

serious?

accident apa?

siapa seh?

LinFeenDaFaa says:

taxi ngn kreta ah aku rasa...

*this is what we chatted @ 2am*

2009-04-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

monday blues.

long lagging day.

met linda in the evening.

kt bp.

i felt so shitty just now.

seriously.

hate my clothing. my hair.

bad hair day.

then there's this 2 irritating yp minahs in the bus.

irritating seh.

crapped out loud.

yes they were crapping.

minah 1 - *ko nak tahu asal dia tak suka ko*

i swear i dun want to know. haha.

but pls ar ladies. constraints urself.

bout this why this guy doesnt like u or what,

dun talk out loud in public.

buat malu ar beb.

minah 2 - *apa dia dah tak syg kat aku lagi pe*

and they are what.. sec 1 or 2..

saying something bout *sayang menyayang* here.

honey theres something more impt.

than that *sayang thingy* subject.

physics.

mathematics.

thank god i left those subjects long ago.

u know peeps.

ive fallen in love with bp.

the best place to see different kind of human acts.

interesting.

me and linda really had lotsa super fun.

criticising people.

*wonder if others do critise us*

anyways i dun really care.

theres this group of yp..

ermm not yp. they havent met the criteria yet.

group of kiddos i should say.

*step nak mampos*

theres this stupid looking girl.

with her hippo..or sorry hiphop wannabe bf.

*they're in pri 6 level*

trying to make out.

gave us this look as if we have plans of seducing her bf.

yucks. thats the last thing im gonna do.

then her friends are sweet enough to leave the area.

to give some *horny moments* for them

i feel sorry for those lovebirds thou.

too young to book a room.

haix. should book under my name perhaps. lol.

after seconds of some romance moments.

guess where they pursue next?

PlayGround!

how cute!

imagine u playing with ur friends and bf at the playground.

like disabled monkeys.

jumping around.

im so jealous! huh!

then theres this 2 ah liens..

trying to have some lesbo acts just now.

again to the playground.

running having fun.

trying to gain some infamous unwanted attention.

i wonder whats there in the playground.

everyone seems interested.

*linda nak try pe?*

haha.

fun la just now.

and sis thanks for the dinner just now.

*paiseh*

fun thou had a brief quarell with wei lun.

he's so freaking mad at me.

really mad im telling u.

* k la if i rajin then we go out la*

IF i rajin. hehe.

k la peeps.

wanna rest.

*waiting for faisal's text*

chaoz!

2009-04-05T14:00:00.000+08:00

had dinner @ kfc nrthpoint earlier with sis.

then while on our way home,

we ter-bump with shidah.

been quite some time since i last saw her.

months i guess.

she was with her friends.

drinking session *bwh blk* seh..

old school.

hehe.

k peeps thats all for now.

kinda lotsa posts ive got here in 1 day huh.

bored katakan.

k gtg and surf more net channels.

theres this makeup vids.

wakiki at sunset.

cool one there.

better watch it gurls!!

2009-04-05T09:10:00.000+08:00

can someone possibly take a gun and shoot me?

please?

2009-04-05T08:09:00.000+08:00

msn with bunch of lepak-ians..

thanks to fai.

Aidil Kenet says:

phamtom kia kape

Fir says:

paiseyy2..kuntong nya..paisey

says:

hei kwn!!

Fir says:

ni sarbat mane ni tambah2

Aidil Kenet says:

hey

melyana-86.blogspot.com says:

lol

{-Yat-} says:

lol

Fir says:

eh ah eh ah....krik krik~~~

{-Yat-} says:

i am!

fai or 5 says:

wah

really

hhaa

Fir says:

wah yat

fai or 5 says:

dun get jeles gerl

{-Yat-} says:

hahaha

says:

mane mandess??

fai or 5 says:

duduk di jln besar

playboyz_505@hotmail.com has left the conversation.

Fir says:

SATU~~~~~

fai or 5 says:

1 by 1

says:

nas!!

Fir says:

mandess mane campur org lagi

Aidil Kenet says:

mandess sape sak

fai or 5 says:

die skg lepak mane?

ntah

says:

mandek lah

{-Yat-} says:

mountain ehk?

Fir says:

der lepak atas blk

fai or 5 says:

ferry hantu ekh?

Aidil Kenet says:

tm kite maen takraw die ade pe

Aidil Kenet says:

die ngan arip smue

says:

die tk bt0l uh

fai or 5 says:

asal tk btol fiz?

Fir says:

last wk alih2 der trn dgn bunnie

hahha

fai or 5 says:

ah ah ah.......(moan)

Aidil Kenet says:

asal tk betl fiz?

fai or 5 says:

duduk di jln besar

says:

org nepal pon die campor

fai or 5 says:

gg sambong

duduk di jln besar

{-Yat-} says:

phamtom kia!

g. g says:

tengkorak mata merah

eh ah eh ah

simaito

g. g says:

phantom kia

ottoyo

hahahah

{-Yat-} says:

hahaha

kiwak

says:

jom play soccer!!!

g. g says:

yat yeye

Aidil Kenet has left the conversation.

{-Yat-} says:

jom play bowling

{-Yat-} says:

nk play baseball kat artpark?

{-Yat-} sent you a nudge.

{-Yat-} says:

gg..nk play pool?

jom ar..

{-Yat-} says:

da lame tk main pe?

ala..

g. g says:

tarak duit ah

{-Yat-} says:

pingpong jom?

g. g says:

hahahaha

hujan

Fir says:

alih2

hahahah

says:

hahah

Fir says:

yan

yana*

melyana

Aidil Kenet has been added to the conversation.

YKBP says:

GG NAK MAIN L4D

g. g says:

kat ruma da ader

YKBP says:

BORING AR KORG

Fir says:

main kat rumah ar best.

{-Yat-} says:

dia yg boring ckp org boring

Fir says:

tkyah g jauh2

YKBP says:

LETS GO SEMUA KITA MAIN VERSUS

YKBP says:

YOU ASKING ME?

PEGI LAN SHOP LA

Fir says:

yeap2

ayoh

mau rajin

~ STM family ~ 'missing' says:

luhh kwn2

Fir says:

u go there alone.

da online den meet us online

cantek?

hahah

fai or 5 says:

mesti la

kite hensem

says:

haha

fai or 5 says:

kwn pompan mesti lawa

fai or 5 says:

ko igt kite kucing kurap?

{-Yat-} says:

asal mcm tibe2 klua gitu fai?

fai or 5 says:

eh ah eh ah..

*kecoh sak*

2009-04-05T06:40:00.000+08:00

k im freaking bored peeps.

so dun mind me ratting here.

hey its my page anyway. lol.

well its been quite some time since i last hear bout azrul.

weeks since he last call.

am wondering is he breathing still?

hehe.

sometimes i wonder what's in him that i used to love him.

haixh...

guess him and diah is living happily ever after.

in his own world.

i pity that girl sometimes.

sometimes je.

ct just beeped awhile ago.

she hanged out with put and his gf.

haha. put ada gf.

he wont be disturbing me anymore.

yeay!! thats good news to me.

finally!

now im missing my moments of life.

sec 5. bishan days. hollabackcrew.

days and nights with him.

Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
Ku ikhlas ‘tuk bertahan

Cintaku padamu begitu besar
Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
Malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal
Membuat keresahan

Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata
Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah
Biarkan ku harus bertahan

Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah

2009-04-05T06:18:00.000+08:00

yessaa.. new blog skin..

2009-04-05T04:45:00.000+08:00

aite its been quite some time since i last blog.

month huh.

ive got a job

*thank god*

aetos police. think the blue uniform passion thingy runs in the blood.

and this time i wont disappoint my parents.

i did once when i was in the spf.

*sorry* =(

anyways i really cant wait to be in that uniform.

actually cant wait for my pay.

lol.

cos im deadly broke here.

cant even pay my bills.

i wanna get rid of those outstanding bills.

get a new handset.

new itouch.

new blades.

new handbags.

new.... *the list goes on and on...*

i spent my last weekend @ jb.

new gurkha guard. cute one! =p

it was ermm ok.

kinda bored.

when it comes with the term *penniless*

boredom explains everything.

u can do nothing when ure broke.

it sucks a lot to see siblings shop here and there.

and ure the one with both eye sore looking at goods.

and kept giving reviews and comments.

cos u know u cant buy those goodies.

*fcuk!*

k letmme share with u guys smthg.

i took a cab.. well not a real cab actually.

was on my way towards the cabbie stand outside the jb checkpoint.

when 2 guys asked my destination and offered their cabbie price.

so after bargaining prices to slash a lil bit lower,

we (me and sibs) followed the so called cabbie driver to his mobile.

but that wasnt a taxi cab that i thought.

theres no *taxi bermeter* being place on top.

it was a normal dirty old proton car that he brought.

*masuk2*

omg. and like a bunch of idiots we hopped in.

it was horrible.

he crapped non stop.

yelling at a few working banglas.

kept calling someone claiming he's picking a good passengers.

and blame that person for not taking our first *price* offer.

and inside that smelly car of his, i was busy thinking.

thinking of some last words to my loved ones.

*melodramatic moments..=p*

k but the journey wasnt bad as i expected.

after.. well he claimed he's lost his way.

and after a forced U turn by us..

if not.. i wouldnt imagine ending up at his place.

lol.

k gtg. wanna get some beauty sleep here.

chaoz.

2009-03-04T08:20:00.000+08:00

my crib!

2009-02-18T08:10:00.000+08:00

im getting a bit sick here.

*cough2*

hehe.

im all the way at jb nowadays.

and here i am updating from this internet cafe.

cool tau. RM 2.50 jer per hour.

cheap2 right??

i kinda like staying here.

cool surrondings and atmosphere i would say.

nice and safe neighbourhood here.

and yeah. the carrot milk here is super delicious.

i can see myself heading to that restaurant every morning.

drinking carrot milk happily.

all by myself.

im so used to be alone now. lol.

jusco mall is just mins away from my area.

its more like centrepoint.

walking past GUESS store almost got me into suicidical attempt.

slightly cheap.

but no money in hand. hehe.

and the design of the bags are way more nicer than the one in spore.

geez i wonder why spore dun carry such stocks.

*thinking*

oh yeah and theres this sushi restaurant.

its a next stop for me.

a must!

kakiyage.. wait for me!

with lotsa love from the new self titled-minah jb.

and happy belated v day y'all!

2009-02-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

can i throw a party?

*he forgived me*

yeay!!!!

2009-02-03T07:47:00.000+08:00

is there any pasar malam @ yishun?

badly craving for coconut jelly.

text me pls.

if u guys know of any.

family out to jb.

and im all alone here.

seramsss..

*back to job hunting*

.......

and yes! faisal replied.

but no.. seems he cant forgive me.

haish! sob sob!

he said i should tell him if theres any lagging probs to him.

instead of uttering those kind of words.

ahh.. pandai! how am i supposed to tell u such.

if whenever i called or texted u, u dun even bother to ans my plead.

maybe i was too dependant on him i guess.

i know it was absurb.

i was kinda pissed off when he texted me last dec actually.

devastating to be more exact.

and again. i apologised to him.

cos i feel the words i replied was finely sarcastic.

im.sorry.faisal.

forgive.me.pls.

2009-02-02T10:30:00.001+08:00

k i cant hold any more longer.

so i text faisal. at msn.

gave him this offline msgs.

*waiting for his reply*

2009-01-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

k loonnggg time tk update. hold urself reading this entry.

composition i supposed.

weee.. its been quite sometime since i last use that word.

'composition'.

alright peeps. last 2 morning was bad. met azrul pagi2 buta.

what the hell.

he got no sen to go for his interview.

asking me for some S.O.S

and as a *ehem* good hearted person,

i met him all the way at cck.

and accompanied him for his interview.

this camp leadership trainer thingy.

azrul jadi camp trainer?

*someone pls tickle me. seems ive lost my smile and laughter naturally*

on our way to the dairy farm camp at this world end of cck.

disaster strucked me.

we actually argued. and quarrelled. badly.

i was like at the bustop screaming my lungs off.

while he walked away cursing me. i supposed. haha

*az, kau ingat aku nie apa? ur walking map??*

and there i was regretting helping this kid.

yeah kid. immatured. duh!

bodoh sak mel.

after that we headed to town.

oh yeah he got the job.

congrats. *bluek*

window shopping.

laughing.

fighting.

cursing.

and back home.

home sweet home. hell was over for me.

what a day. pheww.

bored as usual the next day.

i went over to ct's crib.

she was under mc.

loongg mc. best seh.

we watched some movies at her place with her mum.

talk some stuffs with her.

sad stuffs. *sob sob*

bout him who else.

*i miss u soo freaking much*

then off meeting salimi on that same evening.

he's my classmate during our bishan days.

cute seh. *crush*

but deep in me..

im still waiting for him.

awaits.

and am still waiting.

touchin tak? hehe..

2009-01-18T07:04:00.000+08:00

morning peeps.

*job hunting*

been trying my luck. from admin to sales.

all seems un-interested bout my application.

hmm is there such *un-interested*?

u tell me.

no not u azrul.

*throw some coins*

nah sana gie main jauh2.

i dreamt of him the other day.

maybe i miss him soo bloody much.

perhaps maybe.

but i dun quite remember how my dream was.

i saw him kt msn.

but am too shy.. no not shy..

am embarrassed with him.

cos i told him off the other month.

didnt meant to.

but if u understands my situation, u wouldnt do what u have did.

yes those text u replied after days of me sending msgs to u..

ive been dying to text u.

but it seems courage that i need wasnt by my side.

so.. take care my friend.

im sorry for my words the other time.

unpredictable.. yes i know.

hope u forgive me.

*grabs a tissue*

*flashin back the old great moments*

2009-01-16T02:52:00.000+08:00

omg. i cant even change my layout anymore.

what the hell.

*frustrating moment*

hate my layout now. its so old school.

haish.

and during that frustrating moment..

an idiot decided to give me a call.

wrong timing dude!

it was azrul.

yeshhh. that idiotic azrul.

he called just to say hi. hi back to him.

irritate me by saying he wanna have some date moments with diah.

ok.

whatever dude. i dun see a point of u telling me those details.

am really wasnt interested to know.

pathetic guy wanna some cheap jealousy attention by me.

ahaks. nice try.

thou u can try harder, i'll never buy hun.

so i just hang up on him. after throwing some sarcastic remarks over the phone.

geez..

get a life son.

seriously.

*i miss him*

no not him.. but *him*

k.. gonna crack my head thinking bout this problematic bloggin..

gonna crack this notebook soon.

2009-01-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

hey peeps. old blogs entries have gone.

here the new one.

blame on the sickening virus.

it affected my entries.

sickening.

am busy with life at jb.

apply for PR there eh ct?

tk dapat ar. haha.

lol.

been listening to Jangan Pernah Berubah.

love the lyrics.

'meniggalkan ku tanpa perasaan.. hingga ku jatuhkan airmata'

esp that part.

really meant alot.

whenever i hear to that.. tears seem to roll down.

been thinking bout the past.

he left me just like that.

without any news.

ouchh!

k time for my jiwangs moment.

will update a bit later.

chaoz!